notmakingsense

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 19:34:30 GMT

For 6 weeks I was having a baby, conciously that is, but now I'm not anymore.

And I don't know how to deal with that.

OMG!

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 16:10:07 GMT

Someone just asked to see a picture of me as a pirate, the easiest way to show them is by doing a google image search for "pierate" as I then turn up on the first page thanks to one of Wisey's livejournal entries, which then made me read Wisey's LJ and then I commented and then I was signed in and thought "I haven't written here in a while" so I figured maybe I should.

Big things in the world of Jill. Mainly the fact that I'm having a baby, something which I've gotten used to in myself but writing it just now seems so weird. It's like "woah" you know? Well obviously it's big, and scary, and life-changing... Shall we blame this on hormones? Haha, I've been ill the past couple of days, morning sickness and the stomach pains caused by an expanding uterus have not helped =( today I feel a bit better though, should probably eat something more substantial than toast soon.

I could talk a lot about the baby, maybe another time, cause right now I don't feel like it.

Moving on, I have a job!!! So it's only part-time and it's only temporary but yay! Especially cause it's at Shared Earth, the Fair Trade hippy shop =D I knew, just knew I had to have the job when they e-mailed me about it, it was like I'd actually been waiting for it or something. Of course I applied, then found out I was pregnant and my dad was worried they might not employ because of that, despite that being fairly obvious discrimination, but they're Fair Trade hippies, of course they're not gonna shove me to the bottom of the pile, they live for equality!

So they loved me anyway, and I got the job. When I say "the job" it's actually different to what I applied for, they were wanting two temps and one permanent, I applied for permanent, but they've actually just taken on 2 temps with extra hours for now and said there'll probably be an opportunity to apply for a permanent position afterwards [mid January] so fingers crossed about that.

So I can't be arsed to write anymore, I need a shower and to go shopping with my daddio, first I am off to play Code Of Conflict a little bit more...

I hate subjects

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:41:19 GMT

My coursework deadline is next week, so I started actually working on it. Went into college on my day off today and proper did loads, was gonna continue when I got home but the college network hates me recently so won't let me log in and my most recent stuff isn't on Herbie =(

I think I'll go eat some cake.

I'm not very good at livejournal you know.

Life

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 00:17:21 GMT

Things are not great right now.

I have not been to work in over a week and I have not rung in to tell them why.
I am having trouble making myself get out of bed and even more trouble doing any work for college when I do emerge.

I've had a chat with my ma, she's ringing work and college for me and I'm going to the doctor's on Monday [or tomorrow if they can fit me in] so things might get sorted out...

As I have said to dearest Hamish, I think I just need a break from everything. So I may well drop out of college, take some time off work and sleep a lot. Concentrate on "getting better" as they like to call it. Or at least enough to go to work some time and get some money and move out. I could quite happily work in a horribley tedious job for a period of time to fund life in general. Just until I sort myself out enough to get down to business.

Maybe I should leave the ambitions for now. There'll be time enough I'm sure.

Free stuff

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 17:00:07 GMT

Fantastic plan!
Work in a small local shop, make everyone like you, then leave.
Go in every so often for the essentials and despite you not working there they will quite happily give you stuff far cheaper than it should be or even for free!

At least... that's what happened to me.

Yorkshire Trading is da bomb!

Boys

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 19:05:37 GMT

Why do boys make you go all stupid? The little things that normally you could take with a pinch of salt suddenly mean the end of the world.

Okay, exaggeration.

I think I am a very needy person.

[ London tomorrow!! ]

I hope you don't mind

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 13:28:34 GMT

I really don't use livejournal all that much do I?

This summer has been eventful. I can't be arsed to say any more about it.

I wish I could sing well, I sound like I'm screeching.

Going to Em and Oli's barbeque tomorrow, need to see if Paulie's coming... I hope he is, but, well, yeah. See this is why I don't write here.

Stop! Drop and roll

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 15:02:58 GMT

Hahaha, went out round York for Kat's birthday last night. Montey's do 2 for 1 cocktails in happy hour, so I had 5. Within an hour. Follwed shortly afterwards by SoCo and coke. Needless to say I was plastered by the time we left for the Nag's Head [where I found a whole pound on the floor in the toilets!!]

Marlowe greatly enjoyed the role-reversal. She's been informing me of plenty of stuff I did, some of which I do vaguely recall. Being practically groped by a guy with an umbrella though [not with the umbrella, the guy just had one] is not however one of those things. I just greatly enjoyed being drunk.

Very unimpressed with The Gallery. It's quite odd how when I'm in a bar I want to get up and dance, yet when I get to a club I think it's rubbish. I'm going to be a loser and blame the music. And the fact that everyone looked the same. Yeah, it was boring in there.

Do you know what I hate about writing stuff? When all my paragraphs look the same length. I find it quite disturbing.

I'm going to Portsmouth in just over a week!! Can't wait!!

Ageing

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 19:40:17 GMT

I spent almost a whole weekend's wages on a train ticket today. £64.55 is what it is costing me to get to Portsmouth. YAY! And despite that I still have £140 left for London, which is more than I need for the neccessities [which does not include food].

I need to tell my dad I'm thinking about moving out. I got the Property Press and the Gazette today and there's 2 houses to let in Norton... I suppose I could stay here... I want to get away, but I quite like work and I'd feel bad if I had to quit just cause I was moving. I'm also scared to start a new job. I've only just got used to this one. Amy come live in Norton?

Chinwag

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 23:25:48 GMT

Amy just reminded me I have livejournal, so I thought why not.

I think I have a mouth ulcer, and possibly a repetitive strain injury in my wrist [from being on the till at work before there's any comments], and my back is peeling from that sunburn I got last week.
Do I complain a lot? I think we can safely say yes.

I got some shorts that I bought off eBay today, only they made a slight mistake and sent me exactly what I asked for, only the wrong item of clothing. Instead of shorts I have vest tops. Not useful. I am currently awaiting a reply from the seller to find out if they'll pay for my return postage and send me the right thing this time =)

Had a weird dream last night, I feel like sharing somewhere.
Basically, I dreamt that I saw my grandad's ghost. [for those not in the know, my grandad died on Friday] I was at [supposedly] my grandma's and I went upstairs and there was a dark shadow in a window into the bathroom. I think I'd been told by my grandma that she'd seen it before and it was my grandad, because I knew it was him, and I like said "Don't grandad"...
It's weird though, cause normally I'd think nothing of it, just another dream about someone I know, but cause he died so recently it's like "Does this mean something?" Okay, I feel really stupid saying this, but you sort of wonder if it's him trying to say something... And then that makes me feel so bad because in my dream I was like telling him to go away.

Gah. Life. Death.

I think it's starting to get to me.

Express

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:59:55 GMT

Okay okay, so I felt like blogging [as I often do] and yeah, decided to actually put a use to this thing, wahey!

It's Thursday, and yes I'm off college again, but this time I have a proper reason! I got up this morning and twisted my bloody ankle, I've been saying for the past 2 days I'm gonna break one/both of them some time soon and although I'm pretty sure I've not done quite that it sure did hurt, so I crawled back into bed to rest it some. I've had dodgy ankles for ages, usually rest 'em up for half a day then put up with a bit of pain and they're alright soon enough. I do get rather scared when they start going really often like they have been recently though...

Anyways, just sat here with my leg up, listening to a bit of Elton John...

Oh, went to school yesterday to watch their production of Little Shop of Horrors, haha, it wasn't half bad actually! Yeah, my wee Birdy was stage crew so we had to go show her some support [me and Wisey actually did cheer when Tony said thanks to the stage crew at the end] she would've been invisible if she didn't wear her trousers so low with a studded belt, haha.

Well I've got nothing else to do all day, so I'm off to do it.

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 23:58:07 GMT

This is me making a post on livejournal, about 2 years after I signed up.

Oh

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 19:56:18 GMT

Hey wow

look at my sexy LJ go.

I knew I'd never use it =D